Lord, honestly i dunno what to say... Im depressed because of my illness... Im frustated by the people around me especially in the office.... I hate my ex musical director..... Im sorry for my friends that i should leave behind..... Im afraid with the resultsof my appraisal... Im afraidof the results of my health tests.... And so much mire Lord...

Lord if you may... Give me some of Your peace that i may commune with you my Saviour. Amen.

Lord, i offer up to you all my pain,as i human i ask... "why the pain O Lord? Why me? Why me that has chosen to serve you? Why me that has chosen to follow you?" but then again as a servant i am not in the position to question the will of The King of the 7 Heavens as i am just an unworthy creation..... If Its Your Will for me to suffer.... So shall I suffer...

Help me O Lord endure the physical pain that i have been suffering for months now.... May it be an avenue for me to be close to You....

my Lord i do not desire Heaven... But i desire to see your face...