Lord, i offer up to you all my pain,as i human i ask... "why the pain O Lord? Why me? Why me that has chosen to serve you? Why me that has chosen to follow you?" but then again as a servant i am not in the position to question the will of The King of the 7 Heavens as i am just an unworthy creation..... If Its Your Will for me to suffer.... So shall I suffer...

Help me O Lord endure the physical pain that i have been suffering for months now.... May it be an avenue for me to be close to You....

my Lord i do not desire Heaven... But i desire to see your face...